stuck in the moment

I watch closer again…
This time the whole movie
And this time by my self
I had to do it
Everything about this movie remind me of her
The story
The soundtrack
I had to watch it again
Yesterday I remember her
I hate her for the excruciating pain she caused
But I believe I hurt her too
Why did two people, in love with each other, did things to hurt each other…
Where is this love that they said so many times
Where is this love that they proclaimed so vigorously
Where?
Where?
Why did it have to end the way it did?
So many questions, but no answers….