checking this year resolution

work hard --- i do believe i did that
party hard --- hhmmm.... yeah probably
study hard --- DEFINITELY
got a girl friend --- BLANK.... its officially 12 Dec 2008, got 19 more days to accomplish what i can't accomplish in 346 days

stuck.desperate.oh iya lupa DITINGGAL KAWIN...HAHAHAHAHAHA

Sempat memiliki

Mengapa kita bertemu
bila akhirnya dipisahkan
mengapa kita berjumpa
tapi akhirnya dijauhkan
kau bilang hatimu aku
nyatanya bukan untuk aku

bintang dilangit nan indah
dimanakah cinta yang dulu
masihkah aku disana
di relung hati dan mimpimu
andaikan engkau disini
andai kau tetap denganku

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

bintang dilangit nan indah
dimanakah cinta yang dulu
masihkah aku disana
di relung hati dan mimpimu
andaikan engkau disini
andai kau tetap denganku

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

engkau mengatakan merindukan diriku lagi
ingin kusampaikan ku tak hanya sekedar rindu

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

A Wish...

i just wish for a wisdom to look for my happy ending...

Nothing

Once we were a couple
Once we said the nicest things
Now...
We never existed...
We are... NOTHING...
.....
by the way Congratulations...

under my skin

i don't know how you do it but you still have the ability to get under my skin.
you still get on my nerves...
is it just me but i believe that you actually want to erase my completely out of of your life...
why???
questions after questions that will never be answered...
you know what???
I'm just trying to be your friend, but if you don't want to....
hell,...i got lots of friend...
but still you get under my skin....

stuck in the moment

I watch closer again…
This time the whole movie
And this time by my self
I had to do it
Everything about this movie remind me of her
The story
The soundtrack
I had to watch it again
Yesterday I remember her
I hate her for the excruciating pain she caused
But I believe I hurt her too
Why did two people, in love with each other, did things to hurt each other…
Where is this love that they said so many times
Where is this love that they proclaimed so vigorously
Where?
Where?
Why did it have to end the way it did?
So many questions, but no answers….

Butterflies

I'm looking for someone to give me butterflies...
You love everything about butterflies...
So i guess it's a sign...
Would you be my butterfly...?