Damien Rice and my Blog

Listening to Damien Rice while writing in my blog ...

Like the good old days ...

1 BIG difference ...

I'm a husband and a dad now ...

It's safe to say that i HAVE FOUND my HAPPY ENDING !!!

New Look for the old friend

Got a new look for my old blog ...

hahahahaha ...
it's like meeting up with an old friend ...

what's up dog ??!!

Recovered

dang ...
i can write in my old blog again ...
this is freakin' cool !!!
yeah ....

my recycle bin

hi old friend...

it been a while since we've talked

yeah..i know. i only come to visit you when i hhave to empty my recycle bin

i'm really sorry to treat you this way..but i know you are the only one who wouldn't mind to hear my complaining, my angger, my frustration. only with you i can pour my heart out...

so are you ready to hear my thoughts, and my life...??

so to give you an update...

i was on tv a couple while back... HAHAHAHA... you of all people should know that it was my DREAM... and you know what?? i really put my 15 minutes of fame to the MAX... i dance, i do crazy things, and i even RAP.. and it was a really LAME rap.. hahaha, but i don't care... I put my self out there for the world to see who i am... but i did a stupid thing, i sent a message to u know who, it's like i'm making a fool of my self all over again, trying to contact her, yeah i know STUPID me...hey there's no harm in wishing rite..??? yups it only cost me my pride...

and yes...there a love story in this time around...

who is it??? HAHAHAHAHA

you would never guess it in a million years.. she was my old flame from way back, from my college years, and no its not the one that got married...

it was .... (you already know it) hahahahaha

yeah... i'm not kidding...we haven't see each other in what 5 years at least... no contact att all..

suddenly she appear out of the blue... she was taking a vacation in jakartaa, when we met.

it was not until a couple of times we go out that i started to like her all over again...

it was her charm, her witty jokes, her brain and her experience in life that make me like her again... she was everything in a girl that i ever wanted, beauty, brain and charm in one package. and she look BETTER than ever...yeah i know you probably will ask, why don't i try to pursue her??? i did try, by it was all in vain..

why you might ask??? Its the religion thing all over again... yeah...there it is again the wall that keep dividing people...so we go our separate ways....

but i really think that she like me too, at least thats what i think....

so...i guess thats about it old friend... i better get working on my tasks..its killing me...the tasks and especially the feeling that i have for her...you know what kind of person i've become when i like someone....

Hah..old friend..thank you for listening to my rambling... i could always count on you... bye...

checking this year resolution

work hard --- i do believe i did that
party hard --- hhmmm.... yeah probably
study hard --- DEFINITELY
got a girl friend --- BLANK.... its officially 12 Dec 2008, got 19 more days to accomplish what i can't accomplish in 346 days

stuck.desperate.oh iya lupa DITINGGAL KAWIN...HAHAHAHAHAHA

Sempat memiliki

Mengapa kita bertemu
bila akhirnya dipisahkan
mengapa kita berjumpa
tapi akhirnya dijauhkan
kau bilang hatimu aku
nyatanya bukan untuk aku

bintang dilangit nan indah
dimanakah cinta yang dulu
masihkah aku disana
di relung hati dan mimpimu
andaikan engkau disini
andai kau tetap denganku

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

bintang dilangit nan indah
dimanakah cinta yang dulu
masihkah aku disana
di relung hati dan mimpimu
andaikan engkau disini
andai kau tetap denganku

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

engkau mengatakan merindukan diriku lagi
ingin kusampaikan ku tak hanya sekedar rindu

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

A Wish...

i just wish for a wisdom to look for my happy ending...

Nothing

Once we were a couple
Once we said the nicest things
Now...
We never existed...
We are... NOTHING...
.....
by the way Congratulations...

under my skin

i don't know how you do it but you still have the ability to get under my skin.
you still get on my nerves...
is it just me but i believe that you actually want to erase my completely out of of your life...
why???
questions after questions that will never be answered...
you know what???
I'm just trying to be your friend, but if you don't want to....
hell,...i got lots of friend...
but still you get under my skin....