Butterflies

I'm looking for someone to give me butterflies...
You love everything about butterflies...
So i guess it's a sign...
Would you be my butterfly...?

for you...

May our friendship last forever;
May I sail upon your sea.
May we go through life together;
May there always be a "we."

May I be your endless sky;
May you breathe my gentle air.
May you never wonder why
Each time you look for me, I'm there.

May we be for each a smile
Like the warm, life-giving sun;
Yet when we're in pain awhile,
May our suffering be one.

May we share our special days,
The happiness of one for two;
And if we must go separate ways,
Let my love remain with you.

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for someone out there...i hope u realize...

Hei You...

Hei You...
Every time after i see u, i'm craving for more...
I think i like you, but i hate you when you're nowhere to be found...
I like to believe that we enjoyed each other company, but alas i'm invisible to you.
Anyhoo, if you ever read this, i just like to say that the offer is real and it's still on the table...

Something to believe in

I lost all faith in my God, in his religion too
I told the angels they could sing their songs to someone new
I lost all trust in my friends
I watched my heart turn to stone
I thought that I was left to walk this wicked world alone

Tonight I'll dust myself off
Tonight I'll suck my gut in
I'll face the night and I'll pretend
I got something to believe in

And I had lost touch with reason
I watched life criticize the truth
Been waiting for a miracle
I know you have too

Though I know I won't win
I'll take this one on the chin
We'll raise a toast and I'll pretend
I got something to believe in

If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe the Pope
If I don't believe in heroin, how can I believe in dope
If there's nothing but survival, how can I believe in sin
In a world that gives you nothing
We need something to believe in

If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe the Pope
If I don't believe in heroin, how can I believe in dope
If there's nothing but survival, how can I believe in sin
In a world that gives you nothing
We need something to believe in
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Every night when i come home...
always wondering about this...
I REALLY REALLY NEED SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN !!!

Depressed

Last night i decided to read my own blog...
and to my surprise i got DEPRESSED...
HA HA HA HA ...
my blog nave a tendencies to make readers even the writer Depressed...

Hugs...

Gosh...
I do miss giving hugs n receiving it...
A real hug, with emotions, with love...
A real hug can replace thousand words...

Move on

yesterday, after talking to someone who used to be special, i realized that i never quite move on. Everybody moved on, i'm still stuck in this rut....