(bingung mau kasih judul apa)...

Kl setahun yg lalu loe tanya pa loe bisa idup tanpa dia, pasti jawaban gue spontan dan tegas TIDAK. tapi setelah semua nya berlalu skrg loe tanya ternyata gue bisa koq get over her. Maksudnya craving untuk telp dia tiap hari atau mau tahu kabar dia gimana, semuanya itu bisa gue tahan. Mungkin jalan hidup itu gak blh terlalu lempeng kali ya, biar loe tahu juga artinya BENER HIDUP itu kayak gimana sih.
He he he gak jelas banget ya tulisannya. Yah kl yg baca ngerti, baguslah kl enggak ya udah.

vulnerable...

i again leave my self open...
trying hard to take it as they come, not rushing into things...
being vulnerable is hard...
hopefully am better equip n better prepared now...

Just Once - James Ingram

If u don't wanna talk about the other night, let us just remember the songs that played that night. One song i remember is this one :

I did my best
But i guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wond'ring if we ought to stay or head on out the door

Chorus:
Just once
Can we figure out
What we keep doin' wrong?
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?

Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right?
To make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break thru it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows
We're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowin'
Whatever we've got going
And it seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer

Chorus:
Just Once
Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrong?
Why the good times never last for long?
Where are we going wrong?

Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right?
To make the magic last more than just one night
I know we could break thru' it
If we could just get to it
Just Once
Ooh.. We can get to it..
Just Once...
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I guess i asked the same question my self can't we find a way to finally make it right, to make the magic last more than just one night....

Last Night...

We kissed...and kissed...and kissed...
why do have to say your sorry...
the kiss was GREAT & WONDERFUL...
been a long time since i kissed some one i truly like...
hopefully...the kiss...mean much more...

to a very dear friend...

Akhir tahun 2007 ada berita gak enak yg harus gue terima. Salah satu temen baek gue kitika SMP, meninggal dunia. Namanya ANDRIO SIMON. Gue bener2 kaget dan baru percaya berita nya ketika salah satu temen mampir ke rumah duka dan melihat mayatnya. Gue kaget karena kabarnya s\tiba2 banget. Udah lama banget gue gak denger kabar dari temen gue itu. TErakhir di kerumah gue malam2 dan kita cuma ngobrol sebentar di depan rumah gue, ketawa2, remembering jaman2 jahilia waktu kita SMP. Kabar terakhir yg gue tahu adalah dia udah jadi penyanyi di gereja2, dan gue berpikir baguslah paling gak salah satu dari kita ada yg bener jalannya. Ech tiba2 aja denger kabar dia udah meninggal. dan ketika melihat mayatnya dengan mata dan kepala gue, baru gue sadar kl hidup kita di dunia itu bener2 gak tahu sampai kapan. Loe bisa planning hidup loe ampe 10-25 tahun ke depan, tapi loe juga gak ngerti kapan loe mati. so 1 lessons i learn that live your life to the fullest. B everything that u could possibly be. coz when your time is up, thats it. Loe gak akan bisa nego ama TUHAN kapan loe mati, kl Yang DIATAS bilang waktu loe abis ya udah abis aja.
Andrio was wuch a dear friend. KIta suka maen basket bareng, jalan2 bareng. Dia juga salah satu dari PKAD(Pieter Kevin Andrio Dimas). Genk aneh bentukan kita berempat. Dari 4 orang ini, satu udah meninggal dan satu lagi gak ketahuan dimana rimbanya. Anyhoo....
Just wanna said that, U will be missed bro, I hope you find peace now.