hmm...

Dia bahkan gak sadar kl udah gak ada di friendster gue dan udah gak ada di YM gue.
Capek banget marah ama dia. katanya mau berubah. tapi emang gue sial, pengen berubahnya pas udah gak ama gue. Knp pas ama gue dia bisa jahat ya???
1 juta pertanyaan kenapa di kepala gue....
kenapa sih dia gak bisa kasih jawaban yg memuaskan, atau emang gak ada jawaban yang memuaskan.
abis marah gue berasa sedih banget...
hiduplah sesuai loe pengen anggap aja gue gak pernah exist di kehidupan loe, dan kita gak pernah saling kenal...

When can i see you again

When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does you'll get over it begin

I hear what you're saying
But I swear that its not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again

When does my someday begin
When Ill find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then

Please hear what I'm saying
Even if, if its not making sense
So when can I see you

hiding??

I know ur problem it's hard, but why do you have to go into hiding??
Now i'm out of my mind thinking about u and when can I see you again...
hhmmm.....
I sent you messages...i hope u know that i do care about you...
eventhough i just known you for awhile, but ... you kinda give me little butterfly...
so i hope i could see you again...

My type

Kalo semua orang nanya tipe gue kayak gimana...
tadi gue nonton ed tv...tipe gue kayak jana elfman aja dech...
karakter nya tipe gue banget...fun n bisa bikin gue ketawa...

Hah!!!

Kebanyakan alasan...kl udah gak mau temenan mah ngomong aja...
pake gak comfy lah...inilah...itulah...kebanyakan alasan...
gak bisa senengin semua orang lah...iya at the end gue terus yg BT...
terus terang...kl temenan itu gak cuma cari di saat butuh aja...
asal loe tahu gue juga bisa punya temen2 lain dan lebih baik dari loe...

big girls dont cry...

topik ini ada di blog nya Sinta. gue cuma mau nulis disini adalah, kemarin gue jalan ama cewek yang juga suka lagu ini. dia juga sepertinya traumatic karena last relationshipnya juga gak sukses. anyhoo kemarin kita banyak ngobrol...take it as it comes aja...hopefully this will lead to sumthing.

butterfly in progress

Met a new girl....
the second time its just the 2 of us...
drinking, laughing, crying and ending up kissing...thanks to Lambrusco and Mr. Jose Cuervo...
third time...her laughter always fill my head...fun personality....
the butterfly just waiting to come up i guess...
hhmmm....
hopefully the feeling is mutual...