Loneliness

this loneliness is killing me....

Funny words

If you love something set it free
If it comeback to you it's yours
If not, HUNT it down and KILL it...

What the hell???

"Emang. Mulai skrg g akan kyk gtu" ....
Kenapa ya koq tiba2 gitu?
Seinget gue sih, gue kagak melakukan atau ngomong sesuatu yang aneh
naturaly i asked for an explanation, but i didn't get that too...
So i guess, all i can say, it's been extremely great going out and having fun with you...

hmm...

Dia bahkan gak sadar kl udah gak ada di friendster gue dan udah gak ada di YM gue.
Capek banget marah ama dia. katanya mau berubah. tapi emang gue sial, pengen berubahnya pas udah gak ama gue. Knp pas ama gue dia bisa jahat ya???
1 juta pertanyaan kenapa di kepala gue....
kenapa sih dia gak bisa kasih jawaban yg memuaskan, atau emang gak ada jawaban yang memuaskan.
abis marah gue berasa sedih banget...
hiduplah sesuai loe pengen anggap aja gue gak pernah exist di kehidupan loe, dan kita gak pernah saling kenal...

When can i see you again

When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does you'll get over it begin

I hear what you're saying
But I swear that its not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again

When does my someday begin
When Ill find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then

Please hear what I'm saying
Even if, if its not making sense
So when can I see you

hiding??

I know ur problem it's hard, but why do you have to go into hiding??
Now i'm out of my mind thinking about u and when can I see you again...
hhmmm.....
I sent you messages...i hope u know that i do care about you...
eventhough i just known you for awhile, but ... you kinda give me little butterfly...
so i hope i could see you again...

My type

Kalo semua orang nanya tipe gue kayak gimana...
tadi gue nonton ed tv...tipe gue kayak jana elfman aja dech...
karakter nya tipe gue banget...fun n bisa bikin gue ketawa...

Hah!!!

Kebanyakan alasan...kl udah gak mau temenan mah ngomong aja...
pake gak comfy lah...inilah...itulah...kebanyakan alasan...
gak bisa senengin semua orang lah...iya at the end gue terus yg BT...
terus terang...kl temenan itu gak cuma cari di saat butuh aja...
asal loe tahu gue juga bisa punya temen2 lain dan lebih baik dari loe...

big girls dont cry...

topik ini ada di blog nya Sinta. gue cuma mau nulis disini adalah, kemarin gue jalan ama cewek yang juga suka lagu ini. dia juga sepertinya traumatic karena last relationshipnya juga gak sukses. anyhoo kemarin kita banyak ngobrol...take it as it comes aja...hopefully this will lead to sumthing.

butterfly in progress

Met a new girl....
the second time its just the 2 of us...
drinking, laughing, crying and ending up kissing...thanks to Lambrusco and Mr. Jose Cuervo...
third time...her laughter always fill my head...fun personality....
the butterfly just waiting to come up i guess...
hhmmm....
hopefully the feeling is mutual...

Owner of A Lonely Heart

Sumpah ... lately gue berasa lonely banget...
The craving for relationship makin kenceng aje...
Kemarin gue pulang kerumah dan semua berasa kosong aje...
DAmn....

Gila ya...

HAH !!!
*that's all i could write*

Craving...

it's been a while....
the longing just getting stronger by the day...
when will the time come ???
when will this craving can be satisfied???
take it as they come....

The game...

get it back the game again. a bit rusty. don't wanna over do it. but what can i say?
so can sum1 please tell me how long is this gonna take?
am done playing the game. just hoping can find sum1 who control the butterfly
so won't u tell me how long am i gonna play this game with u???
for sum1 who probably didn't realize that nothing happen by accident, i have planned it all along..

Saturday Night...

Las night was great. Great fun, great laugh..everything went out great.Hopefully this will lead to something...Just keep my fingers crossed...

Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know ??

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
How can I love you
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I could never see us ending like this.
you could never tell the next thing life could be...

Justin Timberlake - What goes around comes around...

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Because
(What goes around comes back around)

Enrique Iglesias - Don't You Forget About Me

They say love is just a game...
They say time can heal the pain...
Sometimes you win...
Sometimes you lose...
And I guess I am just a fool...
I keep holding on to you...

rokok...

hal yg dulunya gue benci...
awalnya cuma buat cari info di oto...
terus jadi gak seru aja kalo lagi hang out gak ngerokok...
lha lama kelamaan...
a pack a day...
gak bener nech...

Miss u...

Last night i dreamt about u...
Its been 3 months since i saw ur face...
I know its over between us...

Still i can't get u out of my head...
miss u chica...

Siaran Pagi...

HUA......
Udah beberapa hari ini gue rindu banget ama siaran pagi...
baik dari SK maupun GMHR...
Maaf2 aja
tapi siaran pagi STENJI = SUMPAH GAK SERU....
standar banget
bahkan kualitasnya jauh dibawah DnJ sore hari...
memang setelah GMHR berganti personel dari Hilbram dan Melissa, belum ada yg seseru mereka.
Jadi bergantilah stasiun radio, ke SK.nah acara pagi mereka DEDEL DUEL, menurut gue bagus banget, karena tidak sama dengan patron2 siaran pagi selama ini. Mereka membawakannya seenak udel mereka aja, secara namanya juga radio humor kali ya...
Nah sekarang Sk sudah "memecat" DEDEL DUEL, semakin sepi lah pagi ku ini...
So...harus mencari stasiun baru lage nech....
Ps:maaf kepada para penggemar STENJI, i dont have anything against the personnel, just dont like the way they approach the show...

Maafkanlah - Yuni Shara

Beberapa hari lalu saya ikutan menjadi crew VC Yuni Shara...
Ini teks lagunya :

Akhirnya kau sangat kecewa
Setelah kau tahu ku telah berdua
Akupun merasa berdosa
Tapi bagaimana ku menyatakannya
Berkali kusesali diri
Mengapa harus jatuh cinta lagi
Tetapi jawabnya tiada
Selain tentangmu dan hanya tentangmu
Maafkanlah daku
Maafkan atas dustaku selama ini
Tak berterus terang kepada mu
Maafkan lah daku
Lupakanlah kita pernah saling cinta
Karena tuk hidup bersama ku tak mungkin
Ku telah berdua
Dan kau masih punya banyak kesempatan

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ps: I wish someone had told me earlier.So it would save us from a lot of pain...

Recycle Bin

Emang enak jadi recycle bin??
Terus kalo si recycle bin penuh...tumpahnya kemana??
Lagian jadi recycle bin ada SK nya??
nasib sebuah recycle bin...

Menghapus Jejakmu - Peterpan

Beberapa hari yg lalu gue ikutan bikin video clip karaoke Peterpan...
ini salah satu lagu yang gue suka dan sangat cocok untuk kondisi gue...

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan kan hidup

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

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untuk seseorang disana yang mungkin gak ngerasa dan gak tahu...
lagu ini buat kamu...

Empty...

Its 3.45 in the fucking morning...
I feel so empty...
i take off all of my masks...
tired of pretending...
just need to feel sumthing...
sumthing that can not be fullfilled...
need to find my "HOME"...
longing so long to lay my head n rest in my "home'...
FUCK....

Butterfly VS Logika...

Ada temen gue yg bingung...
dia jadian karena logika, padahal gue tahu banget dia itu setipe ama gue...
maksud gue adalah, kalo kita jadian ama orang pasti kita berharap akan adanya butterfly in the stomach, atau sparks, atau apapun namanya itu...
Dia bilang kali ini jadian karena logika karena udah capek kalo ngandalain perasaan ujung-ujungnya sakit lagi sakit lagi...
wah...
apa di dunia ini udah susah ya nemuin butterfly??Gue sendiri juga dalam masalah yg sama...
bedanya gue masih taap suka dan belum jadian...
walaupun demikian koq gue gak ngerasa butterfly in my stomach terhadap cewek ini ya??
hhmmm....
masih penting gak sih butterfly??
bagi gue sih penting BANGET...
Kayak dulu gue pernah nulis, NEVER settle for less than a butterfly...
intinya adalah be with the one u make ur heart sing with joy everytime u meet them...
Gue yakin butterfly gue ada di somewhere out there...
just keep looking for it...
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ps : kalo butterfly nya ada di pundak sebelah kiri,does it count???

A fool

I always consider my self a smart guy...
but the funny thing is, when it comes to love...
I AM A FOOL...
felt like KISSING A FOOL playing in my head...over n over again...

Jet - Are u gonna be my girl??

Take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

A night at VENUE

U look great last night...
really flattered when u held my hands while we're walking around Sen-C...
really nice to go out with u...
hhmm...what else??
when we get to venue thats where everything went down hill...
but i like i said earlier...u look great,even when u passed out...
at least i told her how i felt...
anyhoo...

tired...

so tired of chasing around...
i guess this time (especially today) i'll let them look for me...
when comes down to it, still have no one to call my own...
ha ha ha...
maybe just maybe, i finally settle down...
so tired of being such a nice guy...
i wish i could say NO or ENOUGH or JUST STOP...
maybe i'm just built this way...
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just blabbering away...

Poem from Eka Deli's Song....

It is the color of light
The shape of sound high in the evergreens
It lies suspended in hills
A blue line in a red sky
I am looking at sound
I am hearing the brightness
Of high bluffs and almond trees
I am tasting the wilderness
Of lakes, rivers, and streams
Caught in an angle of song
I am remembering water
That glows in the dawn
The motion tumble in earth
Live hidden in mounds
I am dancing a bright being of live
I am ... remembering ... love

Clown = Frown

Outside = Clowning around...
Inside = Wearing a Frown...

Hopefully...

I don't expect you soon to love me,
Nor are my own feelings clear.
We cannot know where this will take us,
Nor whether we will ride for long,
Just come with me with open mind
And heart, and maybe time will prove
With laughter and with joy unfettered,
And, perhaps, someday with love.

SElamat....

i guess a congratulation is in order....
so here goes : Selamat ya...
hopefully u find everything that u're looking for...
ps: how naive of me...

Devil May Care - Diana Krall

No cares for me
I'm happy as I can be
I learn to love and to live
Devil may care

No cares and woes
Whatever comes later goes
That's how I'll take and I'll give
Devil may care

When the day is through, I suffer no regrets
I know that he who frets, loses the night
For only a fool, thinks he can hold back the dawn
He was wise to never tries to revise what's past and gone

Live love today, love come tomorrow or May
Don't even stop for a sigh, it doesn't help if you cry
That's how I live and I'll die
Devil may care

The Brutal Truth...

thanks for the truth...
really appreciate it...
i had such hope that things could end differently...
but i guess its just my vanity...
i wish u could be different from the rest...
it turns out ur just the same...
probably its my karma...
or maybe its just the way things ought to be...

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

So i won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait i'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, i'm yours

Thanks For The Memory - Rod Stewart

Thanks for the memory
Of candlelight and wine
Thanks for the memory
Of rainy afternoons,
How lovely it was!
Oh, well, it was swell while it lasted
We did have fun and no harm done
You might have been a headache but you never were a bore
So thank you so much.
Thanks for the memory
Of lingerie with lace
So, thanks for the memory
And strictly entre-nous, darling how are you?
And how are all the little dreams that never did come true?
Aw'flly glad I met you, cheerio, and toodle-oo

And thank you so much

Craig David - I Dont Love You No More

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Goodbye My Lover & You're Beautiful

It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She was with another man.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you

And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
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Putus Cinta, Pria yang Lebih Merana

Taken From detik.com
Jakarta, Walau wanita menangis tersedu-sedu sedangkan pria hanya diam, bukan berarti kaum adam ini kuat menghadapi putus cinta. Malah menurut sebuah penelitian, pria selalu lebih cengeng ketimbang wanita.

Beberapa penelitian membuktikan tingkat depresi, stress, dan kecemasan pria lebih parah ketimbang wanita pasca putus cinta. Dilansir yahoo, Jumat (20/4/2007), hal ini kemungkinan disebabkan karena karakteristik sifat pria. Simak penjelasannya:

Pria Kerap Menutupi Sakit Hatinya
Hey, masa seorang pria nangis. Mungkin begitulah yang terlintas di benak pria. Pelampiasannya paling pergi bersama beberapa teman pria dan berakhir mabuk-mabukan. Intinya, pria kadang enggan menunjukkan perasaan sedihnya ketika putus dengan sang kekasih. Ia merasa harus selalu tampak tegar.

Sedangkan wanita kebanyakan langsung menangis atau curhat pada sahabat begitu cintanya diputus. Begitu juga ketika memutuskan cinta, wanita biasanya berbicara apa adanya dan langsung mengeluarkan apa isi hatinya. Intinya, wanita berani menghadapi rasa sedihnya sedangkan pria banyak menahan reaksi atau perasaannya. Alhasil, semuanya menumpuk dan sulit dibuang.

Pria Tidak Punya Banyak Teman

Begitu mengalami patah hati, hampir seluruh wanita langsung mengungkapkan isi hati atau bercerita kepada teman terdekatnya. Teman tersebut bisa saja ibu, sahabat, tetangga, teman kantor, atau bahkan supir taksi yang dinaikinya setelah meninggalkan sang pacar. Penelitian membuktikan pria kerap menggantungkan kedekatan emosionalnya pada sang pacar. Sedangkan wanita punya sejuta tempat selain sang kekasih.

Pria lebih sering memendam perasaannya dan berusaha meyakinkan dirinya sendiri kalau ia baik-baik saja. Setidaknya baru enam bulan kemudian pria tersebut menyadari dan berani mengungkapkan pada teman-teman dekatnya kalau ia ingin kembali pada sang kekasih.

Pria Benci Awal yang Baru

Begitu putus, pria umumnya merasakan sedikit kegembiran. Bisa berkencan dan menggoda banyak wanita. Berburu kekasih baru dan lain-lain. Tapi setelah kencan pertama, kedua, dan ketiga, akhirnya rasa jenuh pun melanda. Ia pun menyadari masih panjang jalannya untuk menemukan kenyamanan yang sama seperti pada kekasihnya dulu.

Menurut penelitian, secara mental umumnya wanita lebih siap menghadapi putus cinta sedangkan pria jarang berpikir hubungan akan berakhir. Dan umumnya, pria baru menyadari betapa berharga mantan kekasihnya dan betapa ia kehilangan dirinya setelah berbulan-bulan putus cinta. Hasilnya, sang wanita sudah jauh memulihkan diri dan semuanya sudah terlambat.

Pria Berpatok Pada Khayalan

Putus cinta juga kerap disebabkan karena pria merasa bosan dengan kekasihnya, kencan yang sama, pertengkaran yang sama, dan hal-hal lain yang lama-lama membuatnya jenuh. Begitu putus, ia berpikir akan langsung bertemu dan berkencan dengan banyak wanita. Walau mimpi tersebut benar-benar terjadi diam-diam ia merasa kehilangan keintiman dan kenyamanan yang sebelumnya ia dapat dari sang mantan pacar.

Penelitian membuktikan, wanita umumnya lebih cepat menyadari kalau fondasi dari hubungan yang awet adalah keintiman. Sedangkan pria umumnya lebih memikirkan seks sehingga akhirnya mereka salah orientasi.(fta/fta)

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any comment ladies??

Again???

Satu hal yg gue gak ngerti dari gue sendiri, adalah...
gue tuch suka banget ngelakuin sesuatu yang nyakitin gue...
baik secara fisik maupun mental
Kalo secara fisik sih, ampir semua orang udah tahu kali, apalagi semua orang yang abis nonton THE BOX. He3x....
Gue juga gak ngerti kenapa gue ngelakuin hal itu. Pride, Unbearable heartache, ato apa...?
yang gue tahu pasti adalah kalo gue berada dalam keadaan yang gak bisa gue handle sakit hatinya, gue punya tendensi untuk nyakitin fisik gue. Mulai dari tonjok tembok ampe nyundut badan sendiri. Am not proud of it, but it is something that i do, just to keep me sane. KArena anehnya adalah setiap kali sesudah melakukan hal itu sakit hati gue sedikit menghilang dan otak gue larinya ke sakit fisik gue.
Tapi menurut gue sakit fisik itu cuma superficial aja kalo dibandingin sakit hati.
Kalo sakit hati ini gue juga punya tendensi untuk nyari disakitin kali ya...
Contohnya gini, gue baru aja baca lagi blog cowok itu...
GOBLOK banget kan???
Nyari sakit hati lagi..Padahal gue udah berusaha untuk cope with the pain, padahal gue udah berusaha untuk move on seperti dia mau, tapi tetep aja gue nyari gara-gara...
Yah pas baca blog itu sih gue tahu, bahwa gue naive banget...
all this time am thinking that am ready for anything, bahwa gue tetep masih center of her universe, as she does mine...BUT again lightning do STRIKE the same place TWICE...
HAH...capek juga ya begini terus...Capek juga investasi ke sumthing yang gak ada returnnya...
FUCK ... i thought that am over her... FUCK...
I just wish i have my closure...
I just dont wanna HATE her forever...
I just wanna get through with this fuckin phase...

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry. And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

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ada yg mau kasih???

You Will Die at Age 58

Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits.

What Age Will You Die?

La Forca...
Embassy...
Black Pearls...
X2...
+++++++++++
where else ? ...

Looking for a new Home...

But you're still within my heart
I go to sleep and feel you next to me
I'll make it home again
I pray you'll fall in love again
Just say you'll entertain the possibility
I learned enough from my mistakes
Learned from all I didn't say

It may be long to get me there
It feels like I've been everywhere
But someday I'll be coming home
Round and round the world will spin
Oh, the circle never ends
I'll be coming home
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Looking for a new "home"...

A Prayer...

"God, grant me Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can and Wisdom to know the difference.. "

the next day...

its 1.45 AM....
been working all day...
but still missing u...

1.00 AM

Don't know why....
But i miss U a lot today Pepita
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Masih Tersimpan by Maliq & d'essentials

Its a funny thing when ur broken hearted. It seemed that every singers out there is singing ur song. I felt the same when i heard this new song from Maliq & d' essentials. The lyrics goes like this :

Masih kuingat masa indah dengan mu
Tak akan dapat aku melupakan
Jika kuingat apa yang kurasakan
Tak dapat dengan kata ku jelaskan
Terlalu indah untuk aku lupakan
Masa-masa yang telah terlewati
Terlalu indah sayang untuk aku lupakan
Oh kasih... aku rindu dirimu
Saat kupejamkan mata ku
Engkau hadir dalam mimpi ku
Dikala waktu kita masih bersama
Jelas tergambar senyuman mu
Jelas terlukiskan wajah mu
Di hatiku...masih tersimpan diri mu
Harus aku berlari?
Harus aku cari pengganti?
Agar dapat ku lepas dari mu...sayang
Aku sungguh-sungguh...
Oh kasih hingga kini tak terhapus kenangan mu
Ingin kusimpan di dasar lubuk hati ku
Selamanya...
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Tebet 10:41...
still thinking about YOU....

FUCKIN STUPID !!!

GOBLOK BANGET SIH LOE !!!
knp sih masih harus loe baca lagi.....
gak cukup apa rasa sakit yg kemarin???
knp sih elo harus jadi orang yang penasaran banget!!!
plis Lex...plis...move the fuck on....
terus kalo emang udah kejadian ???
loe mau ngapain ???
next time plis dont b so curious and so naive...

officially missing you

I AM OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU...

A farewell note...

Aku ngerti kenapa kamu lakuin ini semua. U r doin it for the both of us, dan ternyata kamu lebih berani dibandingkan aku. I just want u to know i LOVE U SO MUCH.Meskipun aku sering jahat ama kamu, tapi kamu tetap sayang ama aku. U r the nicest & the loveliest person i ever know. Thanks for all the memories u have given me, most of all thanks for the UNCONDITIONAL & COMPLETE Love u given me. Mau sampai kapan pun, sampai mati pun kamu punya tempat yang sangat spesial di hatiku. I hope u find what ur longing for so long. I love u mi pepita mi amor. ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL

Gak tahu harus gimana lagi...

Lihat aku disini,
kau lukai, hati dan perasaan ini
Tapi entah mengapa,
aku bisa, memberikan maaf padamu

Mungkin karena, cinta…
padamu, tulus dari dasar hatiku
Mungkin karena, aku,
berharap, kau dapat mengerti cintaku

Lihat aku disini,
bertahan, walau kau s’lalu menyakiti
Hingga air mataku,
tak dapat, menetes dan habis terurai

Meski, kau terus sakiti aku
Cinta ini, akan selalu memaafkan
Dan aku, percaya nanti engkau,
mengerti, bila cintaku tak ‘kan mati

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taken from Bertahan - Rama ....

kenapa sih harus kayak gini lagi...

koq sama aja ya akhirnya...

just LONGING SO MUCH for a happy ending...

Abis Nonton GIGI

Kemarin gue abis nonton GIGI di Pisa Kafe Menteng.
Masih keren aja mereka...
So just pick a song by GIGI that match my mood... :

Tak semestinya ku merasa sepi
Kau dan aku ditempat berbeda
Seribu satu alasan
Melemahkan tubuh ini

Aku disini mengingat dirimu
Ku menangis tanpa air mata
Bagai bintang tak bersinar
Redup hati ini
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to whoever you are...
remember i'll always be here for you...
L&F forever...

Untitled...

mau nulis apa ya?
lagi buntu aja...
he he he...