Gue capek...
Jalanin aja begini dech...
Males mulai yang baru...
Yang ada sekarang juga mulai gak jelas...
So...
Take it as they come aja...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
Ooopss... I did it again...
I did it again...
I hurt my self again...
Why?? I don't know...
Probably i miss the pain,
But most likely 'coz i'm stupid...
...
I hurt my self again...
Why?? I don't know...
Probably i miss the pain,
But most likely 'coz i'm stupid...
...
Untitled...
You’re lost when you’re awake…
You don’t even know who you are anymore…
You even have to ask your friend who you really are inside…
Sleeping is your only escape from feeling lost..
You don’t know where to go..
What to do…who to talk…
You are lost…
Nothing felt special no more…
You felt nothing to no one…
Everything’s plain…
To everyone it seems you had everything anyone could ever wanted…
But they don’t know your pain…
Inside, you are lonely…
Inside, you have no one…
Inside you are not complete…
Something’s missing…
It appears to everyone u enjoy your life…
When in fact you are just drifting in your existence….
You are lost…
Inside, you are hollow….
You even cursed the greater power…
You’re seeking your meaning…
Is life just going to be like this…
Are you meant for greater things…
You don’t know who you are anymore…
You always seek answer in the wrong places…
You have sacrificed everything …
Only to find out you got screwed by the next guy….
There’s nothing sacred anymore…
You always want something you can’t have…
You even loathed your self…
You see stranger in the mirror
Your answer eluded you all the time…
You only seeks pain…
You intentionally get your self hurt all the time…
Pains defines you…
But what if you can’t feel no more…
You are NUMB !!!
LOST !!!
Tears is your breakfast, lunch and dinner…
You ask the QUESTION all the time…
You just want to smile again…
A real smile…
When do u become this angry person ….
Put the blame on everything…
Why can’t society give you a break???
You try to become something you’re not…
You try things you don’t normally try…
You wear thing s that’s alien to you…
YOU
You don’t recognize your self any more…
You scream 4 help…
But to no avail…
You start hurting your self…
Physically n mentally…
You are fooling your self….
You are lost
Your visions a blur…
Everything seems t go the wrong direction…
Nothing ….
HIGH….
Escapes…
You encounter nightmares in everyday lives…
Your dreams shattered
You work your whole life to become nothing…
Wondering if anyone or anything change if your gone…
ALONE…
You felt sickened by your own actions…
Stress is your dessert..
U seeks new crowd to hear
BORED of life..
Betrayals after betrayals at every steps you take…
The past haunts you..
The future laugh at you ….
You are sick…
You got HOLE in your soul..
You sell your soul..
You are lost…
Pain is your comfort…
You beg for mercy…
You scream for attentions…
So used to heartache…You seek for more…
You are damaged goods..
Your mind playing tricks on you…
You prostitute your identity..
Desperations become your middle name…
U took pride in meaningless objects..
No one recognized you no more…
Don’t know where to begin…
Don’t know how to end it…
Lies .. leads to another lies…
You just don’t know what is true ….
Even time can’t erase your pain….
you are walking blind…
You wish…
You dreams…
You felt nothing….
What is it that you seek???
You are lost…
Hatred is a part of your job….
You’re longing 4 a place to call home…
You hide behind the smile…
You took refuge in strangers…
Coz you are one of them…
You felt so tired…
You are lost…
LOST…
LOST….
Thursday, January 12, 2006
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