Babesky...

Babesky...
I did not dare to ask forever from you...
Instead I only ask for today...
And tomorrow I will ask the same thing...

Butterflies...

If a poem can describe the definition of butterflies in your stomach, this is it...

"It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you,
How my heart pounds when you come into a room.
I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!
And everything I am bursts into bloom.

I feel as though you must, you must be mine,
Not as a possession but a goal,
Something almost unimaginable:
The free devotion of another soul.

As though I were about to enter heaven
Or just within the hour condemned to die,
My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,
With you, and only you, the reason why."

Recently I had this feeling. It's a great feeling to have.
This poem is for someone who made me feel this way...
Babesky Aku Sayang Kamu...

The Hardest Day...

Sometimes your lucky enough to be with the one you love This is for the one whose not that lucky...

One more day, one last look
Before I leave it all behind
And play the role that's meant for us
That said we'd say goodbye

One more night by your side
Where our dreams collide
And all we have is everything
And there's no pain there's no hurt
There's no wrong it's all right

If I promise to believe will you believe
That there's nowhere that we'd rather be
Nowhere describes where we are
I’ve no choice, I love you
Leave, love you wave goodbye

And all I ever wanted was to stay
And nothing in this world’s gonna change

Never wanna wake up from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only,
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life

I still breathe, I still eat
And the sun it shines the same as it did yesterday
But there's no warmth, no light
I feel empty inside

But I never will regret a single day
I know it isn't going to go away
What I'm feeling for you
I will always love you

Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
I never knew I'd ever feel this way
I feel for you...

Aku + Kamu = ???

Kita sering ngobrol pakai Aku dan Kamu. Aku dan Kamu sering jalan bareng. Aku dan Kamu nyambung banget. Aku dan Kamu make each other laugh. Aku dan Kamu saling menceritakan keluh kesah masing-masing. Aku dan Kamu care for each other.

Somehow Aku + Kamu tidak bisa jadi KITA...

It's Over...

She's out of my life. The waiting game has finally over. Another chapter has been closed. The sad thing about it is how it ends. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I don't know whether to live or die. It cuts like a knife, it is like losing her all over again.

It's out of my hand. Probably this time both parties will learn something from it. I keep saying to my self that what does not kill you will only make you stronger. Maybe this time its for the best. Maybe it's true that if you love someone set them free, if they come back to you than you know that you are meant to be together.

It's over and there is no use in crying over it. Now is the time to move on.

Really???