Another poem..

This is one of my poems from my college years.It is written in Indonesian.

Lara Hati
" Sakit, saat kau pergi
Sakit, ketika kau tak lagi di sisi
Sakit, jiwa ini kini sendiri
Sakit, kala hanya bisa menghampiri mimpi
Sakit, akankah berhenti? "

Mixed Feelings...

So when I'm looking the internet for something that describe my feelings,I stumble upon this poem.It goes something like this :

"As the rays of the sun slips through the sky,
and the glow of the moon waves her last goodbye,
my dreaming would end with your name on my lips,
and those thoughts of you keep taunting myself.

I then would remember the time we last met,
and relive the memories of that special moment,
pausing on the scenery where I see you smile,
and strive to prolong it even just for a while.

Then, for no reason, my heart began to rattle,
my breathing hasten and my thoughts wouldn't settle,
I've tried to ignore it, but it just grows stronger,
reaching the limit where I could hold it no longer.

So I lay it upon the pillow of my dreams,
though it kept on uttering phrases with your name,
I would catch those words and create a poetry,
hoping that somehow it would lead you my way.

But now here goes the feelings that I hide,
Out bursting with love as ample as the tide,
thrusting my mind to believe that it's true,
oh girl, if you only knew..."

I just wish the night would never end.

The Loneliness

This song by Baby Face summarize what I felt couple of weeks ago..."The Loneliness"

"I'm sitting here
Thinking about
How i,m gonna do without
You around in my life
and how am I gonna get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (i'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life"

Sounds stupid? Probably so. But that was a time in my life that I'm not so sure about anything.Everything just plain.

My First

This is my first blog.Still don't know what to post.