De Haan's

my recycle bin

2009-08-09T23:45:00.002+07:00

hi old friend...

it been a while since we've talked

yeah..i know. i only come to visit you when i hhave to empty my recycle bin

i'm really sorry to treat you this way..but i know you are the only one who wouldn't mind to hear my complaining, my angger, my frustration. only with you i can pour my heart out...

so are you ready to hear my thoughts, and my life...??

so to give you an update...

i was on tv a couple while back... HAHAHAHA... you of all people should know that it was my DREAM... and you know what?? i really put my 15 minutes of fame to the MAX... i dance, i do crazy things, and i even RAP.. and it was a really LAME rap.. hahaha, but i don't care... I put my self out there for the world to see who i am... but i did a stupid thing, i sent a message to u know who, it's like i'm making a fool of my self all over again, trying to contact her, yeah i know STUPID me...hey there's no harm in wishing rite..??? yups it only cost me my pride...

and yes...there a love story in this time around...

who is it??? HAHAHAHAHA

you would never guess it in a million years.. she was my old flame from way back, from my college years, and no its not the one that got married...

it was .... (you already know it) hahahahaha

yeah... i'm not kidding...we haven't see each other in what 5 years at least... no contact att all..

suddenly she appear out of the blue... she was taking a vacation in jakartaa, when we met.

it was not until a couple of times we go out that i started to like her all over again...

it was her charm, her witty jokes, her brain and her experience in life that make me like her again... she was everything in a girl that i ever wanted, beauty, brain and charm in one package. and she look BETTER than ever...yeah i know you probably will ask, why don't i try to pursue her??? i did try, by it was all in vain..

why you might ask??? Its the religion thing all over again... yeah...there it is again the wall that keep dividing people...so we go our separate ways....

but i really think that she like me too, at least thats what i think....

so...i guess thats about it old friend... i better get working on my tasks..its killing me...the tasks and especially the feeling that i have for her...you know what kind of person i've become when i like someone....

Hah..old friend..thank you for listening to my rambling... i could always count on you... bye...

checking this year resolution

2008-12-12T00:56:00.000+07:00

work hard --- i do believe i did that
party hard --- hhmmm.... yeah probably
study hard --- DEFINITELY
got a girl friend --- BLANK.... its officially 12 Dec 2008, got 19 more days to accomplish what i can't accomplish in 346 days

stuck.desperate.oh iya lupa DITINGGAL KAWIN...HAHAHAHAHAHA

Sempat memiliki

2008-10-30T15:14:00.000+07:00

Mengapa kita bertemu
bila akhirnya dipisahkan
mengapa kita berjumpa
tapi akhirnya dijauhkan
kau bilang hatimu aku
nyatanya bukan untuk aku

bintang dilangit nan indah
dimanakah cinta yang dulu
masihkah aku disana
di relung hati dan mimpimu
andaikan engkau disini
andai kau tetap denganku

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

bintang dilangit nan indah
dimanakah cinta yang dulu
masihkah aku disana
di relung hati dan mimpimu
andaikan engkau disini
andai kau tetap denganku

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

engkau mengatakan merindukan diriku lagi
ingin kusampaikan ku tak hanya sekedar rindu

aku hancur ku terluka
namun engkaulah nafasku
kau cintaku meski aku
bukan dibenakmu lagi
dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu

A Wish...

2008-09-26T14:07:00.000+07:00

i just wish for a wisdom to look for my happy ending...

Nothing

2008-08-24T19:16:00.000+07:00

Once we were a couple
Once we said the nicest things
Now...
We never existed...
We are... NOTHING...
.....
by the way Congratulations...

under my skin

2008-04-08T11:41:00.000+07:00

i don't know how you do it but you still have the ability to get under my skin.
you still get on my nerves...
is it just me but i believe that you actually want to erase my completely out of of your life...
why???
questions after questions that will never be answered...
you know what???
I'm just trying to be your friend, but if you don't want to....
hell,...i got lots of friend...
but still you get under my skin....

stuck in the moment

2008-03-11T21:13:00.000+07:00

I watch closer again…
This time the whole movie
And this time by my self
I had to do it
Everything about this movie remind me of her
The story
The soundtrack
I had to watch it again
Yesterday I remember her
I hate her for the excruciating pain she caused
But I believe I hurt her too
Why did two people, in love with each other, did things to hurt each other…
Where is this love that they said so many times
Where is this love that they proclaimed so vigorously
Where?
Where?
Why did it have to end the way it did?
So many questions, but no answers….

Butterflies

2008-02-26T11:03:00.000+07:00

I'm looking for someone to give me butterflies...
You love everything about butterflies...
So i guess it's a sign...
Would you be my butterfly...?

for you...

2008-02-24T19:55:00.000+07:00

May our friendship last forever;
May I sail upon your sea.
May we go through life together;
May there always be a "we."

May I be your endless sky;
May you breathe my gentle air.
May you never wonder why
Each time you look for me, I'm there.

May we be for each a smile
Like the warm, life-giving sun;
Yet when we're in pain awhile,
May our suffering be one.

May we share our special days,
The happiness of one for two;
And if we must go separate ways,
Let my love remain with you.

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for someone out there...i hope u realize...

Hei You...

2008-02-24T17:35:00.000+07:00

Hei You...
Every time after i see u, i'm craving for more...
I think i like you, but i hate you when you're nowhere to be found...
I like to believe that we enjoyed each other company, but alas i'm invisible to you.
Anyhoo, if you ever read this, i just like to say that the offer is real and it's still on the table...

Something to believe in

2008-02-22T21:42:00.000+07:00

I lost all faith in my God, in his religion too
I told the angels they could sing their songs to someone new
I lost all trust in my friends
I watched my heart turn to stone
I thought that I was left to walk this wicked world alone

Tonight I'll dust myself off
Tonight I'll suck my gut in
I'll face the night and I'll pretend
I got something to believe in

And I had lost touch with reason
I watched life criticize the truth
Been waiting for a miracle
I know you have too

Though I know I won't win
I'll take this one on the chin
We'll raise a toast and I'll pretend
I got something to believe in

If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe the Pope
If I don't believe in heroin, how can I believe in dope
If there's nothing but survival, how can I believe in sin
In a world that gives you nothing
We need something to believe in

If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe the Pope
If I don't believe in heroin, how can I believe in dope
If there's nothing but survival, how can I believe in sin
In a world that gives you nothing
We need something to believe in
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Every night when i come home...
always wondering about this...
I REALLY REALLY NEED SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN !!!

Depressed

2008-02-19T12:37:00.000+07:00

Last night i decided to read my own blog...
and to my surprise i got DEPRESSED...
HA HA HA HA ...
my blog nave a tendencies to make readers even the writer Depressed...

Hugs...

2008-02-11T11:36:00.000+07:00

Gosh...
I do miss giving hugs n receiving it...
A real hug, with emotions, with love...
A real hug can replace thousand words...

Move on

2008-02-04T17:51:00.000+07:00

yesterday, after talking to someone who used to be special, i realized that i never quite move on. Everybody moved on, i'm still stuck in this rut....

(bingung mau kasih judul apa)...

2008-01-15T15:27:00.000+07:00

Kl setahun yg lalu loe tanya pa loe bisa idup tanpa dia, pasti jawaban gue spontan dan tegas TIDAK. tapi setelah semua nya berlalu skrg loe tanya ternyata gue bisa koq get over her. Maksudnya craving untuk telp dia tiap hari atau mau tahu kabar dia gimana, semuanya itu bisa gue tahan. Mungkin jalan hidup itu gak blh terlalu lempeng kali ya, biar loe tahu juga artinya BENER HIDUP itu kayak gimana sih.
He he he gak jelas banget ya tulisannya. Yah kl yg baca ngerti, baguslah kl enggak ya udah.

vulnerable...

2008-01-11T13:04:00.000+07:00

i again leave my self open...
trying hard to take it as they come, not rushing into things...
being vulnerable is hard...
hopefully am better equip n better prepared now...

Just Once - James Ingram

2008-01-11T09:55:00.000+07:00

If u don't wanna talk about the other night, let us just remember the songs that played that night. One song i remember is this one :

I did my best
But i guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wond'ring if we ought to stay or head on out the door

Chorus:
Just once
Can we figure out
What we keep doin' wrong?
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?

Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right?
To make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break thru it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows
We're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowin'
Whatever we've got going
And it seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer

Chorus:
Just Once
Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrong?
Why the good times never last for long?
Where are we going wrong?

Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right?
To make the magic last more than just one night
I know we could break thru' it
If we could just get to it
Just Once
Ooh.. We can get to it..
Just Once...
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I guess i asked the same question my self can't we find a way to finally make it right, to make the magic last more than just one night....

Last Night...

2008-01-09T15:50:00.000+07:00

We kissed...and kissed...and kissed...
why do have to say your sorry...
the kiss was GREAT & WONDERFUL...
been a long time since i kissed some one i truly like...
hopefully...the kiss...mean much more...

to a very dear friend...

2008-01-09T15:25:00.000+07:00

Akhir tahun 2007 ada berita gak enak yg harus gue terima. Salah satu temen baek gue kitika SMP, meninggal dunia. Namanya ANDRIO SIMON. Gue bener2 kaget dan baru percaya berita nya ketika salah satu temen mampir ke rumah duka dan melihat mayatnya. Gue kaget karena kabarnya s\tiba2 banget. Udah lama banget gue gak denger kabar dari temen gue itu. TErakhir di kerumah gue malam2 dan kita cuma ngobrol sebentar di depan rumah gue, ketawa2, remembering jaman2 jahilia waktu kita SMP. Kabar terakhir yg gue tahu adalah dia udah jadi penyanyi di gereja2, dan gue berpikir baguslah paling gak salah satu dari kita ada yg bener jalannya. Ech tiba2 aja denger kabar dia udah meninggal. dan ketika melihat mayatnya dengan mata dan kepala gue, baru gue sadar kl hidup kita di dunia itu bener2 gak tahu sampai kapan. Loe bisa planning hidup loe ampe 10-25 tahun ke depan, tapi loe juga gak ngerti kapan loe mati. so 1 lessons i learn that live your life to the fullest. B everything that u could possibly be. coz when your time is up, thats it. Loe gak akan bisa nego ama TUHAN kapan loe mati, kl Yang DIATAS bilang waktu loe abis ya udah abis aja.
Andrio was wuch a dear friend. KIta suka maen basket bareng, jalan2 bareng. Dia juga salah satu dari PKAD(Pieter Kevin Andrio Dimas). Genk aneh bentukan kita berempat. Dari 4 orang ini, satu udah meninggal dan satu lagi gak ketahuan dimana rimbanya. Anyhoo....
Just wanna said that, U will be missed bro, I hope you find peace now.

Loneliness

2007-11-16T19:09:00.000+07:00

this loneliness is killing me....

Funny words

2007-11-05T14:05:00.000+07:00

If you love something set it free
If it comeback to you it's yours
If not, HUNT it down and KILL it...

What the hell???

2007-11-05T10:34:00.000+07:00

"Emang. Mulai skrg g akan kyk gtu" ....
Kenapa ya koq tiba2 gitu?
Seinget gue sih, gue kagak melakukan atau ngomong sesuatu yang aneh
naturaly i asked for an explanation, but i didn't get that too...
So i guess, all i can say, it's been extremely great going out and having fun with you...

hmm...

2007-10-24T15:46:00.000+07:00

Dia bahkan gak sadar kl udah gak ada di friendster gue dan udah gak ada di YM gue.
Capek banget marah ama dia. katanya mau berubah. tapi emang gue sial, pengen berubahnya pas udah gak ama gue. Knp pas ama gue dia bisa jahat ya???
1 juta pertanyaan kenapa di kepala gue....
kenapa sih dia gak bisa kasih jawaban yg memuaskan, atau emang gak ada jawaban yang memuaskan.
abis marah gue berasa sedih banget...
hiduplah sesuai loe pengen anggap aja gue gak pernah exist di kehidupan loe, dan kita gak pernah saling kenal...

When can i see you again

2007-10-19T02:13:00.000+07:00

When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does you'll get over it begin

I hear what you're saying
But I swear that its not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again

When does my someday begin
When Ill find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then

Please hear what I'm saying
Even if, if its not making sense
So when can I see you

hiding??

2007-10-19T02:02:00.000+07:00

I know ur problem it's hard, but why do you have to go into hiding??
Now i'm out of my mind thinking about u and when can I see you again...
hhmmm.....
I sent you messages...i hope u know that i do care about you...
eventhough i just known you for awhile, but ... you kinda give me little butterfly...
so i hope i could see you again...

My type

2007-10-17T21:51:00.000+07:00

Kalo semua orang nanya tipe gue kayak gimana...
tadi gue nonton ed tv...tipe gue kayak jana elfman aja dech...
karakter nya tipe gue banget...fun n bisa bikin gue ketawa...

Hah!!!

2007-10-17T08:57:00.000+07:00

Kebanyakan alasan...kl udah gak mau temenan mah ngomong aja...
pake gak comfy lah...inilah...itulah...kebanyakan alasan...
gak bisa senengin semua orang lah...iya at the end gue terus yg BT...
terus terang...kl temenan itu gak cuma cari di saat butuh aja...
asal loe tahu gue juga bisa punya temen2 lain dan lebih baik dari loe...

big girls dont cry...

2007-10-16T12:37:00.000+07:00

topik ini ada di blog nya Sinta. gue cuma mau nulis disini adalah, kemarin gue jalan ama cewek yang juga suka lagu ini. dia juga sepertinya traumatic karena last relationshipnya juga gak sukses. anyhoo kemarin kita banyak ngobrol...take it as it comes aja...hopefully this will lead to sumthing.

butterfly in progress

2007-10-08T11:26:00.000+07:00

Met a new girl....
the second time its just the 2 of us...
drinking, laughing, crying and ending up kissing...thanks to Lambrusco and Mr. Jose Cuervo...
third time...her laughter always fill my head...fun personality....
the butterfly just waiting to come up i guess...
hhmmm....
hopefully the feeling is mutual...

Owner of A Lonely Heart

2007-09-12T17:56:00.000+07:00

Sumpah ... lately gue berasa lonely banget...
The craving for relationship makin kenceng aje...
Kemarin gue pulang kerumah dan semua berasa kosong aje...
DAmn....

Gila ya...

2007-08-07T17:08:00.000+07:00

HAH !!!
*that's all i could write*

Craving...

2007-07-27T09:44:00.000+07:00

it's been a while....
the longing just getting stronger by the day...
when will the time come ???
when will this craving can be satisfied???
take it as they come....

The game...

2007-07-24T15:33:00.000+07:00

get it back the game again. a bit rusty. don't wanna over do it. but what can i say?
so can sum1 please tell me how long is this gonna take?
am done playing the game. just hoping can find sum1 who control the butterfly
so won't u tell me how long am i gonna play this game with u???
for sum1 who probably didn't realize that nothing happen by accident, i have planned it all along..

Saturday Night...

2007-07-22T11:06:00.000+07:00

Las night was great. Great fun, great laugh..everything went out great.Hopefully this will lead to something...Just keep my fingers crossed...

Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know ??

2007-06-26T20:11:00.000+07:00

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
How can I love you
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I could never see us ending like this.
you could never tell the next thing life could be...

Justin Timberlake - What goes around comes around...

2007-06-26T20:02:00.000+07:00

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Because
(What goes around comes back around)

Enrique Iglesias - Don't You Forget About Me

2007-06-22T13:11:00.000+07:00

They say love is just a game...
They say time can heal the pain...
Sometimes you win...
Sometimes you lose...
And I guess I am just a fool...
I keep holding on to you...

rokok...

2007-06-22T12:55:00.000+07:00

hal yg dulunya gue benci...
awalnya cuma buat cari info di oto...
terus jadi gak seru aja kalo lagi hang out gak ngerokok...
lha lama kelamaan...
a pack a day...
gak bener nech...

Miss u...

2007-06-22T09:10:00.000+07:00

Last night i dreamt about u...
Its been 3 months since i saw ur face...
I know its over between us...

Still i can't get u out of my head...
miss u chica...

Siaran Pagi...

2007-06-18T09:16:00.000+07:00

HUA......
Udah beberapa hari ini gue rindu banget ama siaran pagi...
baik dari SK maupun GMHR...
Maaf2 aja
tapi siaran pagi STENJI = SUMPAH GAK SERU....
standar banget
bahkan kualitasnya jauh dibawah DnJ sore hari...
memang setelah GMHR berganti personel dari Hilbram dan Melissa, belum ada yg seseru mereka.
Jadi bergantilah stasiun radio, ke SK.nah acara pagi mereka DEDEL DUEL, menurut gue bagus banget, karena tidak sama dengan patron2 siaran pagi selama ini. Mereka membawakannya seenak udel mereka aja, secara namanya juga radio humor kali ya...
Nah sekarang Sk sudah "memecat" DEDEL DUEL, semakin sepi lah pagi ku ini...
So...harus mencari stasiun baru lage nech....
Ps:maaf kepada para penggemar STENJI, i dont have anything against the personnel, just dont like the way they approach the show...

Maafkanlah - Yuni Shara

2007-06-18T08:41:00.000+07:00

Beberapa hari lalu saya ikutan menjadi crew VC Yuni Shara...
Ini teks lagunya :

Akhirnya kau sangat kecewa
Setelah kau tahu ku telah berdua
Akupun merasa berdosa
Tapi bagaimana ku menyatakannya
Berkali kusesali diri
Mengapa harus jatuh cinta lagi
Tetapi jawabnya tiada
Selain tentangmu dan hanya tentangmu
Maafkanlah daku
Maafkan atas dustaku selama ini
Tak berterus terang kepada mu
Maafkan lah daku
Lupakanlah kita pernah saling cinta
Karena tuk hidup bersama ku tak mungkin
Ku telah berdua
Dan kau masih punya banyak kesempatan

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ps: I wish someone had told me earlier.So it would save us from a lot of pain...

Recycle Bin

2007-06-08T16:26:00.000+07:00

Emang enak jadi recycle bin??
Terus kalo si recycle bin penuh...tumpahnya kemana??
Lagian jadi recycle bin ada SK nya??
nasib sebuah recycle bin...

Menghapus Jejakmu - Peterpan

2007-06-08T10:52:00.000+07:00

Beberapa hari yg lalu gue ikutan bikin video clip karaoke Peterpan...
ini salah satu lagu yang gue suka dan sangat cocok untuk kondisi gue...

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan kan hidup

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

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untuk seseorang disana yang mungkin gak ngerasa dan gak tahu...
lagu ini buat kamu...

Empty...

2007-06-05T02:43:00.000+07:00

Its 3.45 in the fucking morning...
I feel so empty...
i take off all of my masks...
tired of pretending...
just need to feel sumthing...
sumthing that can not be fullfilled...
need to find my "HOME"...
longing so long to lay my head n rest in my "home'...
FUCK....

Butterfly VS Logika...

2007-06-04T20:57:00.000+07:00

Ada temen gue yg bingung...
dia jadian karena logika, padahal gue tahu banget dia itu setipe ama gue...
maksud gue adalah, kalo kita jadian ama orang pasti kita berharap akan adanya butterfly in the stomach, atau sparks, atau apapun namanya itu...
Dia bilang kali ini jadian karena logika karena udah capek kalo ngandalain perasaan ujung-ujungnya sakit lagi sakit lagi...
wah...
apa di dunia ini udah susah ya nemuin butterfly??Gue sendiri juga dalam masalah yg sama...
bedanya gue masih taap suka dan belum jadian...
walaupun demikian koq gue gak ngerasa butterfly in my stomach terhadap cewek ini ya??
hhmmm....
masih penting gak sih butterfly??
bagi gue sih penting BANGET...
Kayak dulu gue pernah nulis, NEVER settle for less than a butterfly...
intinya adalah be with the one u make ur heart sing with joy everytime u meet them...
Gue yakin butterfly gue ada di somewhere out there...
just keep looking for it...
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ps : kalo butterfly nya ada di pundak sebelah kiri,does it count???

A fool

2007-06-04T20:50:00.000+07:00

I always consider my self a smart guy...
but the funny thing is, when it comes to love...
I AM A FOOL...
felt like KISSING A FOOL playing in my head...over n over again...

Jet - Are u gonna be my girl??

2007-05-31T10:33:00.000+07:00

Take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?

A night at VENUE

2007-05-30T15:58:00.000+07:00

U look great last night...
really flattered when u held my hands while we're walking around Sen-C...
really nice to go out with u...
hhmm...what else??
when we get to venue thats where everything went down hill...
but i like i said earlier...u look great,even when u passed out...
at least i told her how i felt...
anyhoo...

tired...

2007-05-29T10:20:00.000+07:00

so tired of chasing around...
i guess this time (especially today) i'll let them look for me...
when comes down to it, still have no one to call my own...
ha ha ha...
maybe just maybe, i finally settle down...
so tired of being such a nice guy...
i wish i could say NO or ENOUGH or JUST STOP...
maybe i'm just built this way...
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just blabbering away...

Poem from Eka Deli's Song....

2007-05-28T15:43:00.000+07:00

It is the color of light
The shape of sound high in the evergreens
It lies suspended in hills
A blue line in a red sky
I am looking at sound
I am hearing the brightness
Of high bluffs and almond trees
I am tasting the wilderness
Of lakes, rivers, and streams
Caught in an angle of song
I am remembering water
That glows in the dawn
The motion tumble in earth
Live hidden in mounds
I am dancing a bright being of live
I am ... remembering ... love

Clown = Frown

2007-05-28T10:11:00.000+07:00

Outside = Clowning around...
Inside = Wearing a Frown...

Hopefully...

2007-05-24T19:32:00.000+07:00

I don't expect you soon to love me,
Nor are my own feelings clear.
We cannot know where this will take us,
Nor whether we will ride for long,
Just come with me with open mind
And heart, and maybe time will prove
With laughter and with joy unfettered,
And, perhaps, someday with love.

SElamat....

2007-05-24T12:47:00.000+07:00

i guess a congratulation is in order....
so here goes : Selamat ya...
hopefully u find everything that u're looking for...
ps: how naive of me...

Devil May Care - Diana Krall

2007-05-08T10:38:00.000+07:00

No cares for me
I'm happy as I can be
I learn to love and to live
Devil may care

No cares and woes
Whatever comes later goes
That's how I'll take and I'll give
Devil may care

When the day is through, I suffer no regrets
I know that he who frets, loses the night
For only a fool, thinks he can hold back the dawn
He was wise to never tries to revise what's past and gone

Live love today, love come tomorrow or May
Don't even stop for a sigh, it doesn't help if you cry
That's how I live and I'll die
Devil may care

The Brutal Truth...

2007-05-07T09:46:00.000+07:00

thanks for the truth...
really appreciate it...
i had such hope that things could end differently...
but i guess its just my vanity...
i wish u could be different from the rest...
it turns out ur just the same...
probably its my karma...
or maybe its just the way things ought to be...

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

2007-05-01T11:02:00.000+07:00

So i won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait i'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, i'm yours

Thanks For The Memory - Rod Stewart

2007-05-01T09:53:00.000+07:00

Thanks for the memory
Of candlelight and wine
Thanks for the memory
Of rainy afternoons,
How lovely it was!
Oh, well, it was swell while it lasted
We did have fun and no harm done
You might have been a headache but you never were a bore
So thank you so much.
Thanks for the memory
Of lingerie with lace
So, thanks for the memory
And strictly entre-nous, darling how are you?
And how are all the little dreams that never did come true?
Aw'flly glad I met you, cheerio, and toodle-oo

And thank you so much

Craig David - I Dont Love You No More

2007-04-30T10:23:00.000+07:00

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Goodbye My Lover & You're Beautiful

2007-04-26T16:25:00.000+07:00

It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She was with another man.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you

And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
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Putus Cinta, Pria yang Lebih Merana

2007-04-24T00:41:00.000+07:00

Taken From detik.com
Jakarta, Walau wanita menangis tersedu-sedu sedangkan pria hanya diam, bukan berarti kaum adam ini kuat menghadapi putus cinta. Malah menurut sebuah penelitian, pria selalu lebih cengeng ketimbang wanita.

Beberapa penelitian membuktikan tingkat depresi, stress, dan kecemasan pria lebih parah ketimbang wanita pasca putus cinta. Dilansir yahoo, Jumat (20/4/2007), hal ini kemungkinan disebabkan karena karakteristik sifat pria. Simak penjelasannya:

Pria Kerap Menutupi Sakit Hatinya
Hey, masa seorang pria nangis. Mungkin begitulah yang terlintas di benak pria. Pelampiasannya paling pergi bersama beberapa teman pria dan berakhir mabuk-mabukan. Intinya, pria kadang enggan menunjukkan perasaan sedihnya ketika putus dengan sang kekasih. Ia merasa harus selalu tampak tegar.

Sedangkan wanita kebanyakan langsung menangis atau curhat pada sahabat begitu cintanya diputus. Begitu juga ketika memutuskan cinta, wanita biasanya berbicara apa adanya dan langsung mengeluarkan apa isi hatinya. Intinya, wanita berani menghadapi rasa sedihnya sedangkan pria banyak menahan reaksi atau perasaannya. Alhasil, semuanya menumpuk dan sulit dibuang.

Pria Tidak Punya Banyak Teman

Begitu mengalami patah hati, hampir seluruh wanita langsung mengungkapkan isi hati atau bercerita kepada teman terdekatnya. Teman tersebut bisa saja ibu, sahabat, tetangga, teman kantor, atau bahkan supir taksi yang dinaikinya setelah meninggalkan sang pacar. Penelitian membuktikan pria kerap menggantungkan kedekatan emosionalnya pada sang pacar. Sedangkan wanita punya sejuta tempat selain sang kekasih.

Pria lebih sering memendam perasaannya dan berusaha meyakinkan dirinya sendiri kalau ia baik-baik saja. Setidaknya baru enam bulan kemudian pria tersebut menyadari dan berani mengungkapkan pada teman-teman dekatnya kalau ia ingin kembali pada sang kekasih.

Pria Benci Awal yang Baru

Begitu putus, pria umumnya merasakan sedikit kegembiran. Bisa berkencan dan menggoda banyak wanita. Berburu kekasih baru dan lain-lain. Tapi setelah kencan pertama, kedua, dan ketiga, akhirnya rasa jenuh pun melanda. Ia pun menyadari masih panjang jalannya untuk menemukan kenyamanan yang sama seperti pada kekasihnya dulu.

Menurut penelitian, secara mental umumnya wanita lebih siap menghadapi putus cinta sedangkan pria jarang berpikir hubungan akan berakhir. Dan umumnya, pria baru menyadari betapa berharga mantan kekasihnya dan betapa ia kehilangan dirinya setelah berbulan-bulan putus cinta. Hasilnya, sang wanita sudah jauh memulihkan diri dan semuanya sudah terlambat.

Pria Berpatok Pada Khayalan

Putus cinta juga kerap disebabkan karena pria merasa bosan dengan kekasihnya, kencan yang sama, pertengkaran yang sama, dan hal-hal lain yang lama-lama membuatnya jenuh. Begitu putus, ia berpikir akan langsung bertemu dan berkencan dengan banyak wanita. Walau mimpi tersebut benar-benar terjadi diam-diam ia merasa kehilangan keintiman dan kenyamanan yang sebelumnya ia dapat dari sang mantan pacar.

Penelitian membuktikan, wanita umumnya lebih cepat menyadari kalau fondasi dari hubungan yang awet adalah keintiman. Sedangkan pria umumnya lebih memikirkan seks sehingga akhirnya mereka salah orientasi.(fta/fta)

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any comment ladies??

Again???

2007-04-19T23:56:00.000+07:00

Satu hal yg gue gak ngerti dari gue sendiri, adalah...
gue tuch suka banget ngelakuin sesuatu yang nyakitin gue...
baik secara fisik maupun mental
Kalo secara fisik sih, ampir semua orang udah tahu kali, apalagi semua orang yang abis nonton THE BOX. He3x....
Gue juga gak ngerti kenapa gue ngelakuin hal itu. Pride, Unbearable heartache, ato apa...?
yang gue tahu pasti adalah kalo gue berada dalam keadaan yang gak bisa gue handle sakit hatinya, gue punya tendensi untuk nyakitin fisik gue. Mulai dari tonjok tembok ampe nyundut badan sendiri. Am not proud of it, but it is something that i do, just to keep me sane. KArena anehnya adalah setiap kali sesudah melakukan hal itu sakit hati gue sedikit menghilang dan otak gue larinya ke sakit fisik gue.
Tapi menurut gue sakit fisik itu cuma superficial aja kalo dibandingin sakit hati.
Kalo sakit hati ini gue juga punya tendensi untuk nyari disakitin kali ya...
Contohnya gini, gue baru aja baca lagi blog cowok itu...
GOBLOK banget kan???
Nyari sakit hati lagi..Padahal gue udah berusaha untuk cope with the pain, padahal gue udah berusaha untuk move on seperti dia mau, tapi tetep aja gue nyari gara-gara...
Yah pas baca blog itu sih gue tahu, bahwa gue naive banget...
all this time am thinking that am ready for anything, bahwa gue tetep masih center of her universe, as she does mine...BUT again lightning do STRIKE the same place TWICE...
HAH...capek juga ya begini terus...Capek juga investasi ke sumthing yang gak ada returnnya...
FUCK ... i thought that am over her... FUCK...
I just wish i have my closure...
I just dont wanna HATE her forever...
I just wanna get through with this fuckin phase...

2007-04-19T23:15:00.000+07:00

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.

And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

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ada yg mau kasih???

2007-04-19T22:39:00.000+07:00

You Will Die at Age 58

Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle

Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits.

What Age Will You Die?

2007-04-17T19:55:00.000+07:00

La Forca...
Embassy...
Black Pearls...
X2...
+++++++++++
where else ? ...

Looking for a new Home...

2007-04-17T17:59:00.000+07:00

But you're still within my heart
I go to sleep and feel you next to me
I'll make it home again
I pray you'll fall in love again
Just say you'll entertain the possibility
I learned enough from my mistakes
Learned from all I didn't say

It may be long to get me there
It feels like I've been everywhere
But someday I'll be coming home
Round and round the world will spin
Oh, the circle never ends
I'll be coming home
....................................................................
Looking for a new "home"...

A Prayer...

2007-04-16T16:50:00.000+07:00

"God, grant me Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can and Wisdom to know the difference.. "

the next day...

2007-04-11T01:06:00.000+07:00

its 1.45 AM....
been working all day...
but still missing u...

1.00 AM

2007-04-10T01:09:00.000+07:00

Don't know why....
But i miss U a lot today Pepita
............

Masih Tersimpan by Maliq & d'essentials

2007-04-09T09:15:00.000+07:00

Its a funny thing when ur broken hearted. It seemed that every singers out there is singing ur song. I felt the same when i heard this new song from Maliq & d' essentials. The lyrics goes like this :

Masih kuingat masa indah dengan mu
Tak akan dapat aku melupakan
Jika kuingat apa yang kurasakan
Tak dapat dengan kata ku jelaskan
Terlalu indah untuk aku lupakan
Masa-masa yang telah terlewati
Terlalu indah sayang untuk aku lupakan
Oh kasih... aku rindu dirimu
Saat kupejamkan mata ku
Engkau hadir dalam mimpi ku
Dikala waktu kita masih bersama
Jelas tergambar senyuman mu
Jelas terlukiskan wajah mu
Di hatiku...masih tersimpan diri mu
Harus aku berlari?
Harus aku cari pengganti?
Agar dapat ku lepas dari mu...sayang
Aku sungguh-sungguh...
Oh kasih hingga kini tak terhapus kenangan mu
Ingin kusimpan di dasar lubuk hati ku
Selamanya...
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Tebet 10:41...
still thinking about YOU....

FUCKIN STUPID !!!

2007-04-04T16:26:00.000+07:00

GOBLOK BANGET SIH LOE !!!
knp sih masih harus loe baca lagi.....
gak cukup apa rasa sakit yg kemarin???
knp sih elo harus jadi orang yang penasaran banget!!!
plis Lex...plis...move the fuck on....
terus kalo emang udah kejadian ???
loe mau ngapain ???
next time plis dont b so curious and so naive...

officially missing you

2007-04-04T14:31:00.000+07:00

I AM OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU...

A farewell note...

2007-04-02T07:22:00.000+07:00

Aku ngerti kenapa kamu lakuin ini semua. U r doin it for the both of us, dan ternyata kamu lebih berani dibandingkan aku. I just want u to know i LOVE U SO MUCH.Meskipun aku sering jahat ama kamu, tapi kamu tetap sayang ama aku. U r the nicest & the loveliest person i ever know. Thanks for all the memories u have given me, most of all thanks for the UNCONDITIONAL & COMPLETE Love u given me. Mau sampai kapan pun, sampai mati pun kamu punya tempat yang sangat spesial di hatiku. I hope u find what ur longing for so long. I love u mi pepita mi amor. ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL

Gak tahu harus gimana lagi...

2007-03-29T13:14:00.000+07:00

Lihat aku disini,
kau lukai, hati dan perasaan ini
Tapi entah mengapa,
aku bisa, memberikan maaf padamu

Mungkin karena, cinta…
padamu, tulus dari dasar hatiku
Mungkin karena, aku,
berharap, kau dapat mengerti cintaku

Lihat aku disini,
bertahan, walau kau s’lalu menyakiti
Hingga air mataku,
tak dapat, menetes dan habis terurai

Meski, kau terus sakiti aku
Cinta ini, akan selalu memaafkan
Dan aku, percaya nanti engkau,
mengerti, bila cintaku tak ‘kan mati

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taken from Bertahan - Rama ....

kenapa sih harus kayak gini lagi...

koq sama aja ya akhirnya...

just LONGING SO MUCH for a happy ending...

Abis Nonton GIGI

2007-03-28T19:56:00.000+07:00

Kemarin gue abis nonton GIGI di Pisa Kafe Menteng.
Masih keren aja mereka...
So just pick a song by GIGI that match my mood... :

Tak semestinya ku merasa sepi
Kau dan aku ditempat berbeda
Seribu satu alasan
Melemahkan tubuh ini

Aku disini mengingat dirimu
Ku menangis tanpa air mata
Bagai bintang tak bersinar
Redup hati ini
................................................
to whoever you are...
remember i'll always be here for you...
L&F forever...

Untitled...

2007-02-16T10:02:00.000+07:00

mau nulis apa ya?
lagi buntu aja...
he he he...

2006-11-21T15:59:00.000+07:00

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.

You have the confidence to make the first move.

And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.

Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're

2006-11-21T15:40:00.000+07:00

Your Movie Buff Quotient: 68%

You are a total movie buff. Classics, blockbusters, indie favorites... you've seen most of them.

Your friends know to come to you whenever they need a few good DVD rental suggestions.

Are You a Movie Buff?

2006-11-21T15:09:00.000+07:00

Your Lust Quotient: 62%

You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you!

You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do.

How Much Lust Do You Have?

curiosity kill the cat....

2006-11-21T14:57:00.000+07:00

this is a delicate matters. i thought am over it, but why did it still affect me??
probably just my ego, or sumthing more than that....
i wonder???
but i guess its final now, the chapter is closed.
time to move on...
to whoever you are, live ur life, happy for u, n good luck...

2006-11-21T14:49:00.000+07:00

You Are 68% Control Freak

You are a pretty major control freak, though you may not know it.

While your confidence is inspiring, your bossy ways tend to scare people off.

Are You A Control Freak?

AARGGGhhhhhhhh..........

2006-09-04T20:30:00.000+07:00

Argh.........
SUSAH BANGET SIH DIBILANGIN !!!!!

CrossRoads...

2006-06-20T11:29:00.000+07:00

I'm at the crossroads of my life. A chance came along. It has came up before, but i choose to pass. This time i'm taking it. Hopefully it will be rewarding. A new challenge, new environment, new friends, etc. Kind of sad to live the old one behind, but i guess life move on, and the show must go on. Goodbye my old friends, may success always go your way. Welcome my new friends, please embrace me like one of your own.
I know i'm getting into something completely different from everything i ever did, but hopefully i could make it. I wish i could make everyone proud of me.

Running...

2006-06-05T11:37:00.000+07:00

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
Do you think we'll make it ?
We're running
Keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

We're running from what or who???

A message in the night...

2006-06-02T11:02:00.000+07:00

Let's just enjoy the feeling that we have...
Take me...fly with me...
If we should ever fall...
At least we can say, we have seen the view from up here...

sounds familiar???

AKU INGiN ....

2006-06-01T11:07:00.000+07:00

Setiap ada kamu..
mengapa jantungku ini
berdetak lebih kencang...
seperti genderang mau perang
Setiap ada kamu...
mengapa darahku mengalir lebih cepat
Dari ujung kaki ke ujung kepala
Setiap ada kamu..
otak ku berpikir...
bagaimana caranya untuk berdua bersama kamu

AKU SEDANG INGIN BERCINTA KARENA
MUNGKIN ADA KAMU DISINI...

Taken from DEWA's SONG....

Damn You're HOT !!!

2006-06-01T09:45:00.000+07:00

Hey Pretty Baby
You Give Me Fever
Like I've Never, Ever Known
You're Just A Product Of
Loveliness
I Like The Groove Of
Your Walk,
Your Talk, Your Dress
I Feel Your Fever
From Miles Around
I'll Pick You Up In My Car
And We'll Paint The Town
Just Kiss Me Baby
And Tell Me Twice
That You're The One For Me

The Way You Make Me Feel
You Really Turn Me On
You Knock Me Off Of My Feet

I Like The Feelin' You're
Givin' Me
Just Hold Me Baby And I'm
In Ecstasy
I Swear I'm Keepin' You
Satisfied

Ain't Nobody's Business,
Ain't Nobody's Business But
Mine And My Baby

Give It To Me-Give Me
Some Time
Come On Be My Girl-I Wanna
Be With Mine

Taken from Michael Jackson's The Way You Make Me Feel...
WOW !!!

In The Closet....

2006-05-31T16:58:00.000+07:00

Taken from Michael Jackson's In The Closet...

Because There's Something
About You Baby
That Makes Me Want
To Give It To You
I Swear There's Something
About You Baby
Just Promise Me
Whatever We Say
Or Whatever We Do
To Each Other
For Now We'll Make A Vow
To Just
Keep It In The Closet

Sshhhhh.....Tell No One....
Okay???

Fortune Teller...

2006-05-31T14:41:00.000+07:00

This post is dedicated to my college friend Jo the FORTUNE TELLER....
Jo...I guess you were right...
The things that you said is happening to me right now...
And guess what...
I'm enjoying every minute of it...

Flash back....

Somebody...

2006-05-31T11:30:00.000+07:00

Taken from SOMEBODY by DEPECHE MODE :

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly

.....

WOW.....

2006-05-31T09:10:00.000+07:00

Just 1 word....

WOW !!!

Too Much Love Will Kill You

2006-05-30T13:39:00.000+07:00

In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find
Where I went wrong
Too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Hopefully it doesn't happen to me...

ANGEL...

2006-05-29T15:12:00.000+07:00

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Please Angel come and take me away...

Hei Lexie...

2006-05-29T09:36:00.000+07:00

Hei Lexie....
Pikiran loe dimana sih???
koq gak cerdas2 juga???

Mau sampe kapan begini terus???
gak capek ya???

Pusink ach kalo dipikirin....
jalanin aja dulu semuanya....
mumpung masih muda, nikmatin aja dulu hidup ini...

right????

in a very confusing state of mind...

2006-05-26T11:31:00.000+07:00

You Are a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble.

In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate.

You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious.

And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

2006-05-26T10:34:00.000+07:00

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"

You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...

Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.

Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.

The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.

You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.

Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

2006-05-26T10:28:00.000+07:00

You Are Smokin' Hot

You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.

Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.

Are You Hot?

2006-05-26T10:15:00.000+07:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.

You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.

You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.

Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.

You're generally a friendly and trusting person.

But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.

You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.

It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.

You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.

You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Manjain Perasaan...

2006-05-24T16:03:00.000+07:00

Someone said to me : " Manjain Perasaan Itu Gak Baik"

Menurut gue once in a while, bolehlah kita egois...

So...
Manjain Perasaan Yuk....

Summit Mas 16.13

You.....

2006-05-24T11:50:00.000+07:00

The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep I need to tell you :
Goodnight

When we're together, I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue I can't look away

As we lay in the stillness You whisper to me
Amy, marry me
Promise you'll stay with me
Oh you don't have to ask me
You know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You

Thanks for the memory you have given me........

2006-03-17T09:26:00.000+07:00

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous

People will stop and watch you when you appear

Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?